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James Madison University
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31 October 2009 @ 12:46 am

But it's been full of disappointments.  I'm not understanding Chemistry as well as I should (I just failed another test today).  It eats up so much of my life.  Seriously, every time I sit down to do Chem homework, I become a little bit more suicidal.  Same with Calculus X_X  I spend two to three hours on those two subjects alone every night. 

None of my college applications are done... Note to self:
- hand out teacher recommendations
- stop leaving forms half-done
- write the damn personal statements
- write a new essay from scratch for the engineering school
- sent out SAT scores
- register for the ACT
I handed in my transcript a while ago, so those sound be ready to go.  Eh... that's the only thing that I've fully completed... I'm so ashamed of myself.  But all the deadlines are in January, so hopefully I'll be able to put everything together on time.

I'm going college-visiting all this weekend =)  And both Monday and Tuesday are teacher workdays, so I'll be able to catch up on sleep!  I'm SO excited xD  On the worst days, I would go to sleep at midnight, and then wake myself up at 2:30 am to do the rest of my homework.  And then I'd be awake until I get home from school and by 3pm I'm completely K.O.ed.  This may be a normal lifestyle for some people, but I bet not many of them are happy with it.  SLEEP IS GOOD. 

It made me really frustrated that Arashi's Challenge Week was the last week of the quarter.  I couldn't keep up at all!  OMG but I can't wait until the My Girl single will be released!!  And the 5x10 Clips DVD looks sooo good.  I want all of it =(

All the stress is making my hair fall out... It scares me how much it is.  Who said that senior year was easy?  I will eat them.
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: Future to Fever - GYM
04 October 2009 @ 06:18 pm

Applying for college is draining all my energy, and I can't seem to be able to motivate myself even after watching the Arashi boys.  And I can't help but to think of those unreachable dreams, like "I wish I was a Japanese celebrity too!"  So I try to refocus on my more realistic dream: "I hope genetics is my true calling." 

I don't even have time to tell you how painfully long and stressful it is to juggle AP Chemistry and AP Calculus with five college applications (that all have their own essays).  Thank goodness AP Literature is pretty chill so far. 

Hopefully the next time you hear from me I'll still be alive xD

Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
11 September 2009 @ 08:27 pm
Today I finished my first week of school!  It's been rough since I haven't really fixed my sleeping schedule yet -_-  This year I'm taking on too many math-related classes, I don't know if I'll make it through the year  xD  I can't do math AT ALL. 

Finance, Government, Physics, AP Literature and Composition, AP Chemistry, AP Calculus AB. 

All the teachers are nice (or aren't so bad), but I don't really have any of my friends with me T.T  Last year I took AP Biology and everyone else took AP Chemistry, so now this year it's the other way around lol!  So I have all the power in my hands =P

School has only started, and there's already so much to do!  College applications, leading my SAT prep group, finding a job, SLEEPING.  I'm so scared of growing up, and yet I can't wait to step out into the world =/ 

It doesn't help that I become more addicted to Arashi each and every day <3
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: take me faraway - Ohno Satoshi (Arashi)
23 August 2009 @ 02:29 pm
I'm missing some scans out of my "Idol Magazine" Chart... I think I might bang my head against a wall until it breaks open if I can't find them lol. F-list, if you know where I can find these, please let me know!!

Popolo Jan 2009
Wink Up Jan 2009 (eve_aida has kindly scanlated these, but I'm looking for the rest of it)
Myojo Feb 2009

Also looking for the special 1 minute versions of the Kisarazu UNO cms.

Life would be so much easier if someone had uploaded an entire zip/rar file of a year's worth of scans. After I finish those above, I'll be up to date. I haven't even started on previous years yet X_X And I'm afraid to post in communities for some reason lol, but I guess I'll have to if I can't find them.

Thank goodness I'm caught up with Toma and NewS and that I gave up on KAT-TUN, or else I would be done for xD
Current Mood: nerdynerdy
Current Music: 5x10 - Arashi
21 August 2009 @ 11:43 pm
I signed up back in what... 2005... I'm starting to think DSS is lame LOL.
But.. oh wait... you have to pay to change your username... I'm screwed.

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Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: Cherish - NewS
19 August 2009 @ 01:10 pm
AAARGG all of my upperclassmen friends left for college today.  I don't want to be a senior all by myself!  I really miss them, but I won't sit here to write about it... I'll cry my eyes out xD

I can't wait to watch the next Buzzer Beat, I'm so totally addicted!  Yamapi looks like he's in great shape, as always =)  And there's so many familiar faces from other dramas!  Do DramaWiki Buzzer Beat to see the cast members (because I'm too lazy to cover it =P)

But the real reason why I'm writing this entry is this:

au by KDDI!!!  And what comes up in my head when I see that?  ARASHI!!
Ok, that wasn't anything special, but I was surprised!  Probably because we don't have that manufacturer in the U.S..... 

That's all... yeah, seriously.

Current Mood: bouncybouncy
16 August 2009 @ 11:13 pm
I was browsing Tiffany and Co.'s website because I have no life... so I'm just going to post up pictures of things I like lol!  This time just rings.  Even though my fingers are waaay pudgy, I still really want some >.<  I'm addicted to their sterling silver collections, because they're the only thing even close to affordable.

1837 Collection: Interlocking Circles

I've been in love with interlocking rings for YEARS now.  Probably because it has some sort of "modern" look to me.  And what's better than one ring?  TWO RINGS!  Tiffany and Co. also has gold and rose gold versions on their site.

Cost: $175

Heart Band

So cute!!   I wouldn't mind getting a tan line like this, honestly.   If I had a boyfriend, I think I'd want him to buy this for me on our first anniversary or something like that ha ha.  Maybe in my dreams... 

Cost: $200

Paloma's Crown of Hearts

The white heart makes this ring seem so honest and innocent, and it totally draws me in.  And because it's a single thin band, it'll definitely look good on anyone, in my opinion anyway.  Wouldn't this make you feel younger?  Ha ha!

Cost: $100

That's all for now I guess... I WILL post more of these useless posts because there's still necklaces and bracelets and blah blah blah to cover.  And I like keeping these posts as references!  Yes :3

Current Mood: lonelylonely
11 August 2009 @ 11:57 am
It's mainly Arashi ringtones this time!  Since my past post, I've been converted into a total Arashi fangirl xD 

Again, these are in mp3 format and their lengths vary from 20 to 22 seconds.  They work best for Sony Ericsson users in the I believe :3  Only because I have no idea how other phones work >.<

This time I've uploaded the files onto divshare, because then you can preview before you download!  This is my first time using divshare, so please let me know if I made any mistakes uploading the files m(_ _)m    If you would like Mediafire mirrors, I'll be glad to upload them =)  MediaFire links have been added!

I DO take requests, customized just for you!  Please check out the request thread below!  Comments and/or feedback = <3

Believe (chorus) - here - [MF]
Crazy Moon (chorus 2) - here - [MF]
Friendship (chorus) - here - [MF]
Friendship (intro) - here - [MF]
Love Situation (chorus) - here - [MF]
Love So Sweet (chorus) - here - [MF]
Love So Sweet (intro) - here - [MF]
One Love (intro) - here - [MF]
Right Back To You (chorus) - here - [MF]
We Can Make It! (chorus) - here - [MF]
Yes? No? (Sakurap) - here - [MF]
Yes? No? (Techo Part) - here - [MF]

Rescue ("running up" Part) - here - [MF]

Koi no ABO (ending) - here - [MF]

And here are some links to some older works if you're interested.
[Request Thread] [Batch 1] [Batch 2]
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished